Alrighty. Well. I don't post much. Not big on venting major personal stuff on such a public forum or whatever. hehe. I'm sorta like a shadow. In and out, gone with the night, yadda yadda. Some other ominous shit. And yet, I'm having this big major revelation and I can find no one to share it with but the frighteningly endless void of the internet. Scary.
At any rate, during spring and summer, I sorta got into this "thing" that was sort of a hit back in the day, well... a television show. I know. yawn. Thing is, this is SO not like me. It's such a fluffy type of thing that your grandma watches right after TBN or... whatever that Earnest Angley thing is called. Those dumb ass televangelists. yecch. I threw up in my mouth a little - only this is SO not like that. It's... cute... and nice... and sweet... and there could be some slash to be had, if one were to look deeply... very deeply... maybe with ones eyes squinted and ones head turned to the side a bit... if one was just in desperate need of slash. Okay. I've stalled long enough. The show is Touched by an Angel.
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I left plenty of room for guffawing above. I always get that. Only thing is: it's not just the show, it's the show's lead character. Monica. MONICA. Also known as Roma Downey. *is ded* Why is she so un-fucking-believably gorgeous and magnificent and... and... a whole lot of other terms i can't really verbalize because it's just too overwhelming. She's pretty in a way that no one else is. I love her - and it's not just the accent... or... I didn't think it was. I feel like a fucking weirdo now. I feel like there's laughter in my head. Still, STILL, I just... I dunno. She's taking over my thoughts, and I don't know what to do with it. Fanfiction doesn't even begin to cover it. The TbaA fanfic, (which makes up probably .0013% of all the fanfic online)I read doesn't quite do what I need it to do. Of course, I'm not an easy person. Wait a sec. Is anyone still reading this?
okay. see what I mean? Personally, my knees have gone out from under me, but thats just me. Always falling for this redhead or that redhead -- or Alan, which is just a given. *sigh* I think I'll be posting a lot more in the coming days... and no. That's not a threat.