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17 March 2009 @ 10:40 am
So, my sexy bastard husband Alan Rickman, recently turned another year older. (God, I loves him) and with all thats happening these days, I had been thinking of writing another fic. I really love the whole Johnny/Rickman dynamic. Dunno why. I mean, there's no shortage of men he can pair with. He's such a slash monster. Anyway, if I get around to it, this will be the first place I post. I am shamelessly stalling so i can post a piccy. *licks him*

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02 October 2008 @ 01:05 pm
So I was doing this internet search of myself, and i came across one of my aliases. "8inchCaliper" teehee... I had been mentioned in an online magazine of some sort about fanfiction and how devious it is basically. (of course that shit has been disabled now, but) I found it in the archives and thought I would post it here, so the memory of it will live on forever...

by the way, Monica rules!

the article from Mongrel Magazine
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04 September 2008 @ 10:44 am
Okay, so I sorta been working on this for about five days. I was feeling sorta poetic - but also a little smutty and a little slashy. Okay. VERY slashy. *cough* At any rate, I was thinking of David Thewlis/Alan. Dunno why. sick freak, i guess...

This picture just makes me think Thewlis would be up for anything

- and surprisingly, it wasn't one of the ones I already had in my photobucket. huh. Go figure. Also, in this piece, a little bit darker Alan. Of course, I think he's sorta dark anyway - but thats just me... hmm.

anyway, on to the fic. Yes, there's sex and slash. surprise surprise.
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Current Mood: anxiousanxious
10 August 2008 @ 09:17 pm
Been ponderin' a ficlet... well... a oneshot. Still workin on the TbaA fic, but I always have conflicting thoughts about posting stuff that's unfinished... yadda yadda yadda... also, I dunno which direction I want it to go in, but I have a pretty good idea it will turn out with some elements of badness/slash/more badness... dunno if I wanna get the TbaA fans stabbing me with pitchforks... *sigh*

- but as far as the oneshot goes, I really have been thinking about Alan/Thewlis. dunno. maybe thats dumb, but I always think of Thewlis as largely freaky/borderline... and i think I can build off that idea. yeah. welp. back to the drawing board. hehehehe
Current Mood: coldcold
18 July 2008 @ 11:08 am
I'm sorta only writing to post a piccy of my newest "thing"... um... "fling"? God, I adore her...

Season 1, ep 1

Okay, so. I read an article about her having had plastic surgery in the later seasons of her show, and I think thats such bullshit. Too many people do a whole lot of critisizing. I mean, yeah, obviously, but it's all the media pressure. duh. I'm sure someone "suggested it to her" and i can't imagine how that would make me feel, as an actress... I liked her as a sorta brunette and with her little character lines. I mean, I still like her either way, bleached red and with her pouffy lips. She's adorable, regardless, if maybe a completely different person altogether... what am I even getting at? I guess it's just annoying, the pressure on these women in film/t.v./whatev. And now with HD ... well, whats the point? Its all been said before. At any rate, I love you, Roma. creepy? maybe. But I know how to keep my distance. *grin*
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Current Music: the guy next to me
16 July 2008 @ 02:47 pm
Just hangin' round. Not working today so thats a good thing. did some shopping, playing on the net. God, its so boring sometimes. At any rate, I think, if I get the time laterz, I might work on a fic. I mean, damn, I really need to. I really miss it and I can't seem to write anything original ORIGINAL so I might need to rely on the old standby, other peoples characterz. Shit, how many damn commas, am I, going, to use? hehe. I'm a fuckin idiot sometimez...

by the way, yes to Roma. I am still all up and through that like hotcakes. fuk, doode, she's a dream. My one friend calls her Roma Downey Jr. (fuckin idiot! LOL) and my other friend calls her roma tomatoes. stoopid. just fuckin stoopid.
- But I need slash in my life, so I may revisit the Alan/Dan thing - or I might pair him with someone else... someone good... *nod* ... and when I hit "post", it'll be a promise, so I'll have no choice but to write it. *shiver* i HATES committment...

did someone say angel? *is ded*
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Current Mood: anxiousanxious
01 July 2008 @ 02:45 pm
Alrighty. Well. I don't post much. Not big on venting major personal stuff on such a public forum or whatever. hehe. I'm sorta like a shadow. In and out, gone with the night, yadda yadda. Some other ominous shit. And yet, I'm having this big major revelation and I can find no one to share it with but the frighteningly endless void of the internet. Scary.

At any rate, during spring and summer, I sorta got into this "thing" that was sort of a hit back in the day, well... a television show. I know. yawn. Thing is, this is SO not like me. It's such a fluffy type of thing that your grandma watches right after TBN or... whatever that Earnest Angley thing is called. Those dumb ass televangelists. yecch. I threw up in my mouth a little - only this is SO not like that. It's... cute... and nice... and sweet... and there could be some slash to be had, if one were to look deeply... very deeply... maybe with ones eyes squinted and ones head turned to the side a bit... if one was just in desperate need of slash. Okay. I've stalled long enough. The show is Touched by an Angel.

* * * * *

I left plenty of room for guffawing above. I always get that. Only thing is: it's not just the show, it's the show's lead character. Monica. MONICA. Also known as Roma Downey. *is ded* Why is she so un-fucking-believably gorgeous and magnificent and... and... a whole lot of other terms i can't really verbalize because it's just too overwhelming. She's pretty in a way that no one else is. I love her - and it's not just the accent... or... I didn't think it was. I feel like a fucking weirdo now. I feel like there's laughter in my head. Still, STILL, I just... I dunno. She's taking over my thoughts, and I don't know what to do with it. Fanfiction doesn't even begin to cover it. The TbaA fanfic, (which makes up probably .0013% of all the fanfic online)I read doesn't quite do what I need it to do. Of course, I'm not an easy person. Wait a sec. Is anyone still reading this?

piccy time:

okay. see what I mean? Personally, my knees have gone out from under me, but thats just me. Always falling for this redhead or that redhead -- or Alan, which is just a given. *sigh* I think I'll be posting a lot more in the coming days... and no. That's not a threat.
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15 January 2008 @ 10:20 am

I have nothing new to add, but I am keeping up with my journal nonetheless.
I think I may work on a fic this weekend - but right now I am so hung over and I have a class to prepare for. I really shouldn't have done all that tequila last night, but there really didn't seem a good reason NOT to. hehe
Current Mood: drunkdrunk
06 January 2008 @ 12:49 pm
Hiya folks!

Well, just checking in to post a little piccy - and a little ficcy. Haven't done this in a while so I'll see if i get it right... *gurgle*

my new favorite ship! =D

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Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
19 December 2007 @ 01:42 pm
Okay. Okay. Here I am.

Who am I talking to? Well, at any rate, I am back in business. (mostly because of time on my hands), but I missed my little Alan shrine.

*sigh* Now, I need a nap - but not before I post this dirty little fic I wrote for hprps. It's Alan/Johnny (yes. Johnny Depp) *giggle*

-peace out
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